4) Find the truth

                              It was early in the month of June; school had reopened after a fabulous summer vacation. I came back from school & as usual I gathered my friends going to their doors just to play street- side cricket (also commonly called as gully cricket). We played 3 matches but lost the decider by 3 runs because the other team had cheated us as a matter of course by declaring a ball prior to the final one as NO-Ball. I was back to my home & my face was fully wet as if it was drowned in salt water (yes, I had tasted it once when I was really very young. Believe I was really young!!). I had over metabolized perspiration through the pores in the skin especially on the face. I washed my face with cold water and drank a chocolate flavoured sweetish milky beverage. My mom asked me to study whatever had been done in the school. Seriously, nothing was done which was important!

            Our class teacher Mrs. Malathi had explained about the origin of life. She insisted us to believe her theory of Abiogenesis where in the first living thing on Earth is single-cell prokaryotes (some biological explanation was given). As a matter of fact there is nothing called as God it seems. I was just thinking about it “These creatures transformed themselves into a much bigger creatures like mammal, later into a Homo-Sapien(human being). Obviously there is a lot of difference between that first human being and me”. Lot of questions struck my mind. Suddenly, I went to my grandPa & asked him as who was the first person in our family tree as a human being? Without hesitation he replied Manu. I asked “but everyone say it is Adam & Eve?” 

Question was still open & I slept off. I was on a desert like place where the mud was wet and I was the only person standing there, I was able to feel the cool breeze and I was able to see a white full moon of different sizes in the blank light blue sky. Other prominent things were those red spherical structures in the sky. This place was fully different but I did not feel anything special in it. I was able to see the molecules in air as an air bubble with different colors .When I was breathing I normally used to inhale those blue color air bubbles and I was exhaling somewhat greenish air bubbles. I was able to see everything in black & white only but my extra scence of feeling was making me believe that the whole world is colourful including those reddish spherical structures on the sky. I was even able to see an amoeba (that stupid one cell living being without definite body shape). I never opened my mouth to talk to that creature but I asked him “where is your garandPa?” It structured itself into an arrow shape and told me “there he is!!” I went to his grandPa after thanking that amoeba. Till now I had not opened my mouth at all. All I was doing was just thinking! I was talking inside my mind without any language but I was talking to my mind with feelings. In fact I was able to understand amoeba’s communication also in the similar way. While I was communicating some small air bubbles starting from me would touch the other creature & as a response to stimulus, it would start talking to me in the similar fashion. I was almost near his grandPa but my mom was shouting at me “Oyye, get up! you need to get ready for the school”.

 Everything was a dream, just a dream, a colorful dream but I wanted to explore more in that dream however I realized- this was the time to get ready for the school.

I was almost ready to sleep & I was waiting for a brighter dream than last night’s. I was walking to amoeba’s grandPa & then asked him “Why did you call me?”. He told me “we are all so civilized than our previous generation. I insisted that cat’s cousin! What is his name? Ya, I got it! That tiger to be helpful to other living beings but now he does not exist at all. Everyone call this era, the one we exist now as a pure era. Everyone here live to better other lives, help each other, no jealousy, no fights. Everyone here is a vegetarian, eats part of those green colored structures so that they can re-grow. The main motto of this era is ‘we are here for others. You can see and share happiness from others’. When you are happy & exhaling the greenish bubbles, along with it can be visualized the spectacular colors emerging along with it. Now, I am able to see that blackish mask on those green bubbles. In this world, black color is not allowed & if you continue this you will be sent to black hole where you will not survive. I called you to ask the reason for the fight between you & your brother.” This was interrupted by my mom again “Hey, why are you talking to yourself”.

 I got up and took bath, started praying to god. Lot of thoughts started flowing into my mind-“ Our mam told that god does not exist but in the dream I was able to see the god even in that amoeba! This means God is everywhere if we are helpful and happy”.

“This might be an instance or even need not be an instance but there are many things for which our inner mind can answer properly, our inner mind can take proper decisions, our inner mind is capable of doing many things. Yet we believe others. If someone tells us an ultimate truth & if we are able to answer the question “how”,” why”; just absorb it else try to seek the proper knowledge” said the rat in the pooja room and the communication channel was through those bubbles which I was able to visualize.

Even till India was discovered, India existed. It was just discovered. Till the planet Pluto (disputing) was discovered, it existed. It was just discovered.

“Truth needs to be discovered, it is everywhere”!!!

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